i really didn't wan to watch it
like COMPLETELY didn't want to
i will never do it again ever!

stupid pig. =(

today was like really full of ups and downs man
like really tiring for me
both emotionally and mentally
i did sth that i nvr would have imagined myself doing
i got myself immersed into sth that sometimes i wished i didn't have
i found myself really troublesome and irritating -.-
its too late for everything now
but i have to move on and just take things as it is and SMILE!!! =)
only then, (maybe) i can be me!!!