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Monday, June 22, 2009, 2:05 AM
just came back from life game camp. it was really a wonderful camp and i would strongly encourage everyone to go, and i mean everyone. regardless whether you're christian or non-christian. because the impact that it will have, will change your life forever. =)

i really wanna thank charmaine (xiao xue) for listening to me today. haha. we were like really funny. we took the same NEL back and we were sharing. then she said she send me to sengkang so we could talk. so we took to sengkang. but we still had much to say. so we sad in the mrt station itself and talked until the last train to kovan came. then guess what? i took with her back to kovan and she waited for my bus for me to go home (sengkang). haha. even though we didn't manage to finish saying everything, i'm really glad that i move out of my comfort zone and shared with her. =) 'jyu jyu' is happy too. :D so, its good i guess.

life has been tough on me this past week, especially during the camp and after it. i just hope that we will be able to sit and talk about it properly and help each other out. =)

sometimes i ask God why does he let me experience so many set backs one after another. for this past week it has been like that. i've been getting stuff thrown at me, one after another and it has been really difficult for me to handle. i think like for this past week alone, the tears that i cried could fill up a 500ml water bottle (just a metaphor). haha. but i will pray really hard and hope that he would be able to enlighten me on why he is doing it this way, what does he want me to experience, what does he wants me to feel, what is his plans for me and so on. i'm the type where like once i run into a problem, i would wan to have like answers straightaway, but he doesn't do things like that, so i only hope that i will be patient enough to wait for his answer (whether it comes or not) i'll just keep praying. =)

You can't always run from your past
Saturday, June 13, 2009, 11:25 PM

GHOSTS OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST

watched this movie today with baby. i think its a great movie cause it was like hilarious and moving at the same time? haha. =) there were like some quotes from the movie which i liked in particular. =)

Conner Mead - "Someone once told me that the power in all relationships lies with whoever cares less, and he was right. But power isn't happiness, and I think that maybe happiness comes from caring more about people rather than less..."

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, 1:23 AM
BRACES


WITHOUT BRACES! =/


ZOMGOSH LAH. i can't believe still that i took out my braces already. =( i kinda want them back though cause my top front teeth are like kinda 'in'. =( anyways, was like bleeding alot today during the debonding and she had to like CUT OUT ANOTHER GUM!!! zomgosh. haha. but i think it all turned out well! WHEE~

went to eat satay at lau par sar with baby! haha. the teh tarik damn nice. =p it was my first time there. haha. NOTE: I'M NOT A MOUNTAIN TORTOISE!

Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 1:27 AM
oh great. common tests are finally over for now(although there is this other paper when sch starts again). holidays are here but they aren't holidays to me at all. =( so many things to do during this hols. got projects, camps, concerts etc.

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after financial decision paper, went to study at bk at suntec with baby. =)

today was late for FD paper. -.- paper starts at 1330hrs, i only reached the place at 1345hrs and damn the lecturer, she said that i had to go take temperature. -.- so i walked all the way to makan place from block 73 and back again just to take the damn paper. by the time i reached, it was like 1400hrs. -.- good job. was so nervous, and as a usual habit, i touched/rubbed the cross pendant i was wearing and AS USUAL, the necklace broke cause i pulled too hard -.- damn sad. MARK MY WORDS. damn damn sad. =( wanted to buy at suntec but baby said not to. =(

sth happened after that but everything is settled already so, i'm not gonna say much. =D

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common test over (for me only) had like 2 maths paper today. advanced maths was not difficult to do but i made like HELL LOT of careless mistakes =( em3a was like completed real quickly and damn the last question lah. damn sianzors. its like the only question i couldn't do. =( baby couldn't do either, and for the rest of the papers we had like the exact same answers. haha. same marks too perhaps? =p he was like still tryin to do the last question after the paper ended while i just gave up and watch my jap drama on his laptop in the music room. haha. =p

baby was supposed to come slightly after lunch time to like teach me em3a but like it was 2hrs after he left his place and HE IS STILL NOT THERE YET! =( so i like kept asking him where was he, cause like the 1st paper i did by myself , i kept getting wrong =( and he didn't wanna tell me where so i just went like a little 'bonker-ed' and he got kinda unhappy. when he reached, he just threw this perlini silver wrapper box infront of me. I WAS LIKE DAMN SHOCKED! zomgosh. he went to buy the necklace for me lah. aiyoh. thats why he was late and didn't wanna tell me where he was =( aiyoh. the funniest part was that he travelled from farrer to city hall to buy then back to sch. AWWWWW. IT WAS REALLY SWEET! =D THANK YOU!!! <3>

HHHHHHH-EEEEEEEE-LLLLLLLL-PPPPPPPPP~~~~~



Monday, June 8, 2009, 12:20 AM
i can't compare.

Thursday, June 4, 2009, 1:32 AM
hazm and weijie said like blog should be like happy post and stuff.
yeah. perhaps. but what if you're feeling like really down really shitty at the moment and all you can do is cry your heart out infront of the comp and you find yourself looking at this stupid blogger page and u rest your hands on the keyboard and start typing all these nonsense you don't even know why or for what did you even ever type this shit. but after you do, you feel better, not alot better, but still better than what you have felt before...

Monday, June 1, 2009, 11:51 PM
being afraid, scared, all over again.

, 12:05 AM
sweetened, yet unsweetened. =)