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Monday, June 22, 2009, 2:05 AM
just came back from life game camp. it was really a wonderful camp and i would strongly encourage everyone to go, and i mean everyone. regardless whether you're christian or non-christian. because the impact that it will have, will change your life forever. =)

i really wanna thank charmaine (xiao xue) for listening to me today. haha. we were like really funny. we took the same NEL back and we were sharing. then she said she send me to sengkang so we could talk. so we took to sengkang. but we still had much to say. so we sad in the mrt station itself and talked until the last train to kovan came. then guess what? i took with her back to kovan and she waited for my bus for me to go home (sengkang). haha. even though we didn't manage to finish saying everything, i'm really glad that i move out of my comfort zone and shared with her. =) 'jyu jyu' is happy too. :D so, its good i guess.

life has been tough on me this past week, especially during the camp and after it. i just hope that we will be able to sit and talk about it properly and help each other out. =)

sometimes i ask God why does he let me experience so many set backs one after another. for this past week it has been like that. i've been getting stuff thrown at me, one after another and it has been really difficult for me to handle. i think like for this past week alone, the tears that i cried could fill up a 500ml water bottle (just a metaphor). haha. but i will pray really hard and hope that he would be able to enlighten me on why he is doing it this way, what does he want me to experience, what does he wants me to feel, what is his plans for me and so on. i'm the type where like once i run into a problem, i would wan to have like answers straightaway, but he doesn't do things like that, so i only hope that i will be patient enough to wait for his answer (whether it comes or not) i'll just keep praying. =)